kehidupan...

assalamualaikum..lame sgt dah aku xupdate blog ni..bukan xde mase tapi xtahu ape yg nak diupdatekan..

2011 dah nak masuk bulan april dah..cepat sungguh masa berlalu..pejam celik dah nak masuk bulan 4..aku pon dah nak bergelar 'daddy'..tunggu masa je ni..aku pulak still xbekerja..

tanggal 27/2 ayah aku telah selamat menjalani pembedahan pintasan jantung..alhamdulillah..sekarang beliau semakin pulih n bertenaga semula..aku sangat2 bersyukur aku xbekerja...kalau aku bekerja kompem xkan ade orang manage adik2 aku yg bersekolah..alhamdulillah..

skarang ni turn aku untuk jaga wife tercinta..tunggu masa je nak besalin..kadang2 aku terfikir kalau la aku bekerja..bos aku akan bagi cuti ke utk jaga wife aku ni??hurmm..aku rase xmungkin..

pasal kerja plak..alhamdulillah bisnes yg aku buat skrg ni smakin berkembang..mungkin xcepat tapi still ade progress..aku yakin Allah sentiasa bersama..Allah xzalim..rezeki tu ade tapi lambat or cepat je..mungkin hari ni..mungkin esok..mungkin bulan depan..xde sape tahu..cuma perlu sabar dan slalu dekat denganNya..aku xkan berhenti berdoa..xkan berhenti berharap..

insyaAllah...

i'll find my way...

searchin again..

masuk nih dah kali ke-3 aku resign..sebabnye gaji asek sangkut..epf n socso potong tiap2 bulan tapi xcarum..hampeh punye company!!

so skarang tepakse la aku carik keje lain plak..nak buat bisnes modal xde..sape2 ade info pasal company yg ade vacancy tu inform la ye..huhuuu

Sabar itu kan sebahagian daripada iman.

I admit that lately too many things come into our life.. and sometimes hubby was a little bit upset with the unpredictables. Tapi as far as I'm concerned, never did I complain. Alhamdulillah setakat ni saya mampu menghadapi semua perkara yang berkunjung tiba. As a matter of fact, saya tak pernah merasakan semua itu satu masalah yang besar, baik dalam hidup saya personally, or even our married life.

Cuma apa yang agak menyedihkan, kadang-kadang hubby yang of course merasakan semuanya begitu penting since he is the head of the family, tends to be affected by even the slightest challenges. So apa yang saya harapkan sekarang cumalah semoga hubby mampu bersabar since he gives me evertyhing, tak pernah tak cukup. And I just want him to know that I'm happy to have him right by my side. Having him around is all that I need. Saya juga mendoakan semua yang hubby impikan dan harapkan akan menjadi kenyataan. Mudah-mudahan Allah mempermudahkan segala urusannye. Insyaallah.. Love u always and forever b!! =)

We are expecting =)

It is kinda difficult to juggle both this blog and my other blog, especially when my own blog has been neglected for quite some time. Anyways, as long as this blogging world is reliable, I'll try my best to manage both and keep them updated. Lagipun currently hubby is quite busy that he has very little time to spend on this blog.

I'm expecting and it's already the 4th month. The nauseousness is lesser and not as terrible as the first three month but still sometimes I throw tantrums unnecessarily and with no significant reason/s. However hubby is very very patient that he is willing to 'play' the game and even help me with refreshing and energizing massage anytime I feel like banging my head (former rock star huh) or bouncing my body hard on the bed and even on the floor. (bad thing about being pregnant I guess).

Despite the little quarrel we had (yeah, I always dragged him into small fights ever since I get pregnant), hubby never complained about being tired, stressed and what not. In fact, he is here and there for me. He is EVERYWHERE!! Kalau right now I call him and ask him to come back, he would! All the way from Kl, he would come back just for me. Owh how lucky I am.

Hubby is very very very HAPPY with the fact that we are going to have a baby. Pray for this happiness to last forever. InsyaAllah~~

..the love of our lives..

~Mohamad Aizat~

Previous post by my bf, telling this and that about me, and how we met for the first time. Thus in this post, let me tell our story from my view.

It all started last year, when I was on my journey back to Melaka with my friends, Indah and Su. I got it all fresh in my mind, when Indah was on the line, talking to her brother, who is now my dearest Mr Aizat. Well at that time Su nih dah pernah jumpa Mr Aizat, so she kirim salam la kat Mr Aizat when Indah was about to end the call. Sebagai seorang makhluk Tuhan yang suka menyebuk, saya pun join la tumpang kirim salam. Besela, notty me, nak usik adik-adik..ecewahhh..
So, basically it was started with kirim-mengirim salam. Until one day, I got a message from an unknown number, a 1-word message:
019-97*****: Assalamualaikum..
013-68*****: Wslm, sape neh? (response typical I kalo dapat msg from the unknowns)
019-97*****: Kakak saya cakap kalo nak kirim slm, kirim slm sendiri.

Haha, the minute I got that kind of reply, I knew that it was Indah's brother aka Mr Aizat. Then bermula la episod message2 and texting2 each other. At the beginning of our perkenalan, I kinda hesitated to reply his message. I still remember telling my friends that Im afraid--afraid that somehow the friendship would turn to something more serious, love of course. Yeah, I was telling her that without any specific reason. Rasa malu la jugak since my friend was asking me, did he confess anything to me sampai I rasa macam tuh.

Tapi kalau dah memang ditakdirkan jodoh pertemuan tuh ada, no matter what happen, ikatan yang dah ditakdirkan tuh pasti akan terjalin jugak. And that's what happened to us. Each day, I fell the urge to mess with his biz, be a busybody and get to know his life and care about him. and I just could not deny it anymore, the fact that I started to fall in love with him. No surprise, he felt the same way too. And finally, we become an inseparable couple that already decided to tie the knot (insyaAllah) next month, without even having the so-called declaration to be a couple okeh!

This month, genaplah setahun I knew this wonderful guy, and I fell so lucky having him with me. No more adik-adik but he's still my dearest baby. Being by his side makes me realise that life is even greater with people who care about you, and love you unconditionally. And this is the one and only relationship Ive gone through, that last this long, and hopefully Allah will ensure its longevity, to be last till my last breath. Coz Im completed now, and I dont want any other love but his..

Tenkiu Mr Aizat, for being with me, and definitely for everything, which I cant describe in words. Love you always and forever, insyaAllah~

>>miss comot<<

Siti Norbaya

salam..dah lame aku xupdate blog ni..agak xsempat sbb bz ngn keje..
ni aku nak cite sikit..so..layannnnn...
mule² aku knal dia lepas die kirim salam kat aku thru kakak aku..
then aku suh kakak aku kirim salam balik..dia xnak..dia suruh aku kirim salam sendiri...
then aku mintak no dia ngn kakak aku..

1st msg aku 'assalamualaikum'...
dia reply 'wslm...sape ni??'
dari situ kami mule kenal²..
time tu aku keje kat p.gudang..dia plak praktikum kat sebuah skolah kat mlake..
msg pnye msg aku pon beranikan diri call dia..
time tu cuti skolah..so dia kat kg..
aku call tu xtau nak ckp ape..xde idea..just cite² kosong je...
then kitorang stat ym..makin rapat n rapat..
rase senang ngn dia..

lps tu aku tanye dia nak wat 1+5 x??lagi jimat..dia on..then aku buat n pos kat dia..
bermula lah acara gayut menggayut...hehe..
suke sgt borak ngn dia..dia care pasal aku..

ntah mcm mane timbul rase syg..tapi aku segan nak cakap..takot..
takot dia ckp aku lebih2..takot dia xnak kontek ngn aku dah..n mcm2 takot lagi ade..
then aku beranikan diri gak ckp ape yg aku rase..(takot+segan)huhu..
tapi ketakutan n keseganan aku tu dibalas ngn perasaan yg same oleh dia...
aku hepi n rase mcm nak melompat kelangit je..(bajet boleh lompat tinggi lak)haha..

bulan 7 aku behenti keje..(kontrak xdisambung)..
so aku jadik la penanam anggur..
1st time aku jumpe dia time last day dia kat maktab..ade present ape ntah..
ke hantar report prektikum..aku pon xigt..kakak aku telibat skali..heee
dr jauh aku nampak dia..aku call dia..
aku nyorok dlm kete..hehe..segan nak jumpe..time tu dia tgh otw g kat pjumpaan tu..
aku tunggu sampai abes then dia dtg ngn kakak aku..dia malu..xnak jumpe...huuhu
pastu jumpe la gak..tapi xckp pape..then dia amik fon call ma dia..huhu..
aku g anta dia kat rumah..dia still tgh ckp fon..
(dia ckp fon sbb segan n xtau nak act cane)..dia kate la...hehe

lps tu aku trus balik umah kakak aku..aku igt nak balik klantan esoknye..
tapi pakcik n ayah aku rushing nak balik trus..
mule la babak sedih² n nangis²..huhu..sedih n sayu sbb dapt jumpe kejap..
then aku balik..berat ati sgt..

stat dr situ kitorang makin rapat n rapat..makin sayang n sayang..
sampai hari ni kasih sayang yang kitorang pupuk berkekalan...
dah nak masuk stahun kitorang knal..

insyaAllah pada malam 12 june 2010 ni kitorang akan diIjab Kabulkan..
insyaAllah kasih sayang kitorang pupuk ni berkekalan sampai ke akhir hayat kami..
doakan kami semoga semua berjalan lancar...

kepada Siti Norbaya - aku cinta kamu sepenuh hatiku...

this is her...
aku sayang dia..aku cinta dia...